Dear Chelsea, I am not a mother but I have a lot of maternal instinct and I've found a daughter in my incarnated soul cluster and I ask you to please prioritize your healing, so you don't condition your son's beliefs - they perceive everything. A personal experience: my mother never called me fat or criticized my body, but her constant try to lose weight that I observed made me difficult to accept my own body. Coaches can help you with scars, but not wounds. Sorry if I overstepped. Much love for your jorney.